July 24th, 2011
I’m just so completely over being me. I’m over myself. I just feel unhappy being who I am, I feel like I’m in the wrong skin. I can’t even describe how I’m feeling, but I just don’t like it. I feel wary and tired all the time, and I’m sick of looking at myself in the mirror every day and saying that things will improve. They’re not going to improve at all. I’m not saying that I’m depressed, or anorexic or something, but I just smile all the time and put up this front, and everyone tells me I’m so positive, when really I feel dull and lifeless underneath everything.